my so called life

2003-03-31T23:19:00.000-05:00

i think im obsessed with quizzes..

Cute Flirt

What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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2003-03-31T18:23:00.000-05:00

i love this picture, i actually have the poster on my wall... rad man..

"I don't want to live -- I want to love first
and live incidentally." - Zelda Fitzgerald
This quote from the wife of the American author
F. Scott Fitzgerald defines your romantic view
of life. You have an optimistic outlook, and
many people envy this. Your gentle spirit and
giving nature make you a wonderful catch for
that lucky guy. (This also happens to be a
personal favorite of mine :)).

What quote describes you? (for girls, sorry guys ;))
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2003-03-05T17:13:00.000-05:00

You're Daphne. All you need to do is sit there and
look pretty. That's why the rest of us hate
you.

Find Your Inner Cartoon Babe
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2003-03-04T01:28:00.000-05:00

Etheline:
A selfless, successful mother of three child
prodigies, you often ignore your problems by
not solving them, strive to help others as much
as you can, and you can be gullible at times.
So continue trying to help others, but don't
fall for the liars' excuses again.

What Royal Tenenbaums character are you?
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2003-02-23T19:37:00.000-05:00

well another week ends, and another begins.. last week was a wonderful week due to the 4 day weekend :) although today is sunday which means an automatic slow and tiring day... and it's a drag to have to work tonight but what can you do. i only have to get through monday and then tuesday i have a day off so i really shouldnt complain. i just woke up today and was completely exhausted, i can't even walk straight. so after work i know where i'm going- to bed!! this weekend was a pretty good one, i didn't do much but it was relaxing and nice since i had pleasant company. friday was such a beautiful day, the sun was shining and it was 50 degrees! it was absolutely beautiful so rory and i took the opportunity to go for a walk. that night i went to dinner with cassi & rory *mwah** (love you kids!) and then spent some time singing dancing and being crazy with ror which was nice because during the week we don't really see eachother except for maybe lunch or dinner... saturday i got some homework done and a bunch of us tried out luck at some bingo but sadly none of us won.. there were some pretty sweet gifts as in a ps2 and a flat screen tv. today i woke up early and decided that i wasn't tired and that i would do my laundry and clean my room... this then led into some yoga and the rest of the day consisted of my lying around and being very unproductive... and now i sit on this rickity kind of comfortable stool... with nothing else to do but write in this journal, i guess why it is kind of long.. oh i also tried a crack at figuring out the nada surf song "La Pour Ca".. this is what i came up with: the next time that you will hear the rumor of the waves and if they say to you that you made me that evil, in you do not make, I am for that… the sea does not know the wire of time who brings us closer and our separate lives, the seas, high and sharp the and low but one especially lives the difference. I am for that.. let the boat run, forget your manners.. let yourself go and I am not afraid of the guys they are bastards.. but perhaps it didn’t all fill your glass and our love has.. I am for that. some of it is still a little rough.. but yeah.. if your good at french the original french song is here: http://www.nadasurf.com under the song category.. well that's it for me kids, i'm pretty spent on this thing.. bonne nuit a tous! :)

2003-02-19T12:40:00.000-05:00

OW! wow this day is looking pretty good... and i thought it was going to suck because i have ALL 4 of my classes. but luckily one was cancelled and only one more to go ;) and guess what ? NADA SURF is TONIGHT! yeahh that's what i'm talking about.. i think me ror and mandi are going and i hope the rest of the scavengers from the cape can meet up with us, cause that would rock! i can't believe how good of a mood i'm in but whatever i like it way too much to think about it. no more analyzing shit so much for me. maybe the extra goodness of this day has something to do with the wonderful weather we are having : Blue Skies, Sun Shining, and it's a comfortable temperature of 44 degrees!! but anyway it is almost time for lunch so i have to say Au dieu! xoxo

2003-02-09T20:27:00.000-05:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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2003-02-07T01:08:00.000-05:00

"oh my god.. i am an Assssshollleeee"- Adam Sandler, The Wedding Singer

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
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2003-02-05T22:17:00.000-05:00

rain's coming through the window
the moon lands on my feet
i am somewhere far from sleep......
....

current
[ clothes ] khaki cords, white long john shirt, and a red and blue striped shirt.. oh and my comfy docs.. heh
[ mood ] happy, a little tired but wide awake... um yeah..
[ music ] veruca salt, resolver.. kick ass!
[ taste ] pink lemonade (always)
[ make-up ] glitter and gloss
[ hair ] medium-long brown curly hair.. in a pony
[ annoyance ] how i have no homework and i am sitting here doing another quiz haha.
[ smell ] heaven by GAP, mandi just sprayed the room.
[ thing i ought to be doing ] mm nothing else to do at the moment. maybe read a few chapters of pointless reading.
[ desktop picture ] moulin rouge.
[ favorite group ] i love them all.. yeah good answer..
[ book you're reading] the hours
[ cd in cd player] veruca salt
[ dvd in player] don't have one of them.
[ color of toenails ] nothing but my fingers are sparkly purple!
[ worry ] that the weekend won't come soon enough!

last person
[ you touched ] mandi, i hit her i think.. haha
[ you talked to ] john, julie, mandi and rory
[ you hugged ] mandi
[ you instant messaged ] john, mandi, and ror.
[ you yelled at ] umm i don't usually yell..
[ you kissed ] ror. a smooch on the lips when we parted after din din.

are you
[ understanding ] i try to be all the time.. maybe too much..
[ open-minded ] i hope i am!
[ arrogant ] no way. blah
[ insecure ] i have known to be on occassion, but it's my little secret
[ interesting ] hm ..am i?
[ random ] i guess i can be pretty random sometimes.. ha..
[ hungry ] always
[ friendly ] yes :)
[ smart ] i think so. heh, people smarts
[ moody ] only sometimes when ihave my reasons
[ childish ] i think i'm pretty mature
[ independent ] for the most part.
[ hard working ] i have been known to be a bum..
[ organized ] yes'm.
[ healthy ] yoga and pilates.. go me.!
[ emotionally Stable ] stable? yes. emotional? yes.
[ shy ] sometimes i can be.. but not most of the time..
[ difficult ] everyone can be.
[ attractive ] umm yeah i think so
[ bored Easily ] it depends.
[ messy ] once in a while
[ thirsty ] i always am!
[ responsible ] yesss
[ obsessed ] nah.
[ angry ] nope i'm pretty happy
[ sad ]see above.
[ happy ] yes :)
[ hyper ] mm it's dying down.
[ trusting ] yes, if they show me that they are.
[ talkative ] yes
[ legal ] yes.

who do you want to
[ kill ] mm no one.
[ slap ] a few people that are so queer at school. i dont even know them..
[ get really wasted with ] nah..
[ get high with ] nay..
[ tickle ] rory
[ look like ] just me.

Random bits

ARE YOU...
1. A Vegetarian? meat is GOOD!
2. A Good Student? yeah i'm a good student.. but sometimes i do procrastinate.
3. A Good Driver? yesss! i love to drive.
4. Good At Sports? some sports
5. A Good Singer? i love to sing.
6. A good Actor/Actress? hmm.. i've been in plays
7. A deep sleeper? yes i sleep through almost everything and anything.
8. A Good Dancer? i hope so, after 12 years of dancing!
9. Shy?: sometimes. just depends.
10. Outgoing?: yeah
11. In love with the person who sent this to you? i stole this from athenas journal.
12. A good storyteller?: yeah i think so.
13. Preppy/Slutty/Sexy/Sporty/All of the above?: haha umm yeahhh sexy mama..ha
14. Are you Beautiful, Hot, cute, ok, ugly, or Nas-D? cute.
15. As of right now are you happy, sad or mad? happy.

HAVE YOU EVER HAD...
1. Chicken Pox? yes.
2. Strep Throat? yes.
3. Flu? yes.
4. Cold? yes.
5. Stitches? nay!
6. Bloody nose? yes.
7. Cancer? no.
8. Surgery? yes.
9. Heart Attack? no.
10. Heart Transplant? no.
11. Someone say they hate you? yes, i hate it. but us siblings get over it.
12. Someone besides your family say they Love you? yes.
13. Someone punch you? yes.

DO YOU...
1. Enjoy parks? yes they are nice in summer and spring
2. Like Picnics? ooo give me a picnic anyday!
3. Like school? i like my classes
4. Like the color pink? yes ido, who doesn't?
5. Wet the bed? nope
6. Collect anything? hmm.. snapple caps with the fact.. and i can't think of what else.
7. Like to sing? yup, i sure do.
8. Like to shop? oh yes.
9. Like to party? to an extent.
10. Like to cause trouble? oh i;m a rebel!
11. Wear make-up? lip gloss count?
12. Chew your food before swallowing? of course! ew.
13. Think the person who sent this to you is cute or good looking? .?
14. Like being taken? huh?
15. Chew ur ice cweam? um haha yeah i do actually..

2003-02-05T07:54:00.000-05:00

today is a brand new day...

2003-02-04T21:18:00.000-05:00

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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2003-02-04T20:56:00.000-05:00

You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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2003-02-03T22:12:00.000-05:00

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - ssej
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name – it is my nickname.
[ x ] Are you a lesbian – um nope.
[ x ] Where do you live - towers 1004N with juuuulieee
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - open minded, empathetic, silly, and loving
DESCRIBE YOUR
[ x ] Wallet - leopard wallet that rory "got" for me a year or more ago... hmm time for a new one?
[ x ] Hairbrush - i have a wooden brush but i hardly ever brush my hair! curly hair + brush = crazy afro.
[ x ] Toothbrush - red and clear soft reach.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - guess watch, cape cod bracelet, a flowery thumb ring, star ring with a pink heart and earrings.
[ x ] Pillow cover - white t-shirt materials.
[ x ] Blanket - t-shirt white sheets, yellow blanket, blue down comforter, and a flowery fleece blanket
[ x ] Coffee cup - tea tea tea all the way... a cup i've stolen from the cafe.. mwahaha
[ x ] Sunglasses - a pair of pink glasses, that remind me of josie and the pussycats
[ x ] Underwear - i am obsessed with underwear.. we counted.. over 70 pairs.. mwahaha
[ x ] Favorite top - ooo... hm... the tshirts that i steal from a boy i know.. HAHA
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - heaven by gap
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - a mix cd..it's pretty rockin'
[ x ] Tattoos - none.
[ x ] Piercings - just my little ears.
[ x ] What you are wearing now - the most comfortable red fleece pants, a white comfy tee and slippers.
[ x ] Hair - brown, curly and longish?
[ x ] Makeup - mmm just some lippy gloss.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - citrus wellness tea.
[ x ] In my head - thoughts of sleep:)
[ x ] Wishing - i could make myself go to sleep and take care of myself!
[ x ] After this - watch tv with my girlies mandi and julie
[ x ] Talking to - andrew and cassi
[ x ] Eating - mm i'm still stuffed from din-din.
[ x ] Fetishes - hmm.. hair, noses, hands, lips.. i love it all..
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, and for what reason - there are many annoying people on tv..
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - rory.
[ x ] Is next to you - mirror.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - moulin rouge, some like it hot, vanilla sky, johnny depp movies (edward scissorhands, ed wood), royal tenebaums,willy wonka, etc etc
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - valentine's day
[ x ] The last thing you ate - mm cafe food.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - death.
[ x ] Do you like candles - yes.
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - yes. i like when it dries on my finger
[ x ] Do you like incense - yes.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - mm it's bland..
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yup
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - kinda of.. i'm not sure..
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - heaven would be nice.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - of course, how else would you get through life?
[ x ] Do you believe in God - mm yes the idea of god but ah too much to go into..
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - i haven't thought about that a lot.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - jordan from down the hall.. mwahaha.. jk
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - mm.. a doggie- they are mans best friend.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - oo.. like 9am?
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - nope, maybe someday!
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - i try.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - quarters i think.. tennessee ones..
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - mm chocolate, reeses pieces, skittles.. mm.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - being true.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - life.
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - hmm.. my family.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - homework, and studying for my music test!

2003-02-02T18:53:00.000-05:00

ahhh could i be a little more tired please? grrr... i'm at work right now, nothing exciting, it's a sunday night at the library for god's sake! just went to the cafe with mandi(http://geminibeauty24.blogspot.com/) and ror.. i didn't eat much, my appetite seems to go down more and more with every visit to the cafe.. blah... i think tonight will be the perfect movie night, with the howling wind and all.. just 2 more hours to go and i'll be out of here! both my parents called me today which was sweet, i miss them a lot and it was nice to talk to them :) i talked to steph today too, i miss her bunches, i can't wait to see them all on Valentine's day weekend! i have no idea but why are these quizzes about yourself addicting? it's not even like there all that different from eachother, they are just nice to do when your bored.. i don't get it.. oh well. whatever. i should really get my work on so that me and mandi can watch a movie tonight, even though i'll watch one even if i don't finish my homework(Haha). i'll check you kids later.. goodnight :)

2003-02-02T17:21:00.000-05:00

---Appearance---
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HEIGHT: 5'3".. 5'2"?
HAIR COLOR: brownie brown
SKIN COLOR: pasty pale, yay.
EYEBROWS: brrooooown
EYE COLOR: i've got bluey blues
ABOUT EARS: one on each side of my head
ABOUT LIPS: little, sweet, and pink (like lemonade)
ABOUT TONGUE: hmm. it's there.
ABOUT CHIN: a little one.
SHOULDERS: hold up my shirts.
MUSCLES: trying to build them with some yoga and pilates.
STYLE: comfort comes first.
PIERCINGS: my earlobes.
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---Right Now---
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WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: blue jeans.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Sunday Sun, Beck.
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: minute maid pink lemonade.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: icky- rainy/snowy, and windy.. blahh...
HOW ARE YOU?: feeling like a case of the sundays.. tired and weak..
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---DO YOU...------------------
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yep. only when i'm not driving (for long distances)
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: biting my nails occasionally, and staying up way too late.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: of course :) they both just called me! yay..
LIKE TO DRIVE?: do i like to drive? who doesn't like todrive...
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---Favorites---
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TV SHOW: that 70's show, seinfeld..and the wonder years when it's on!
SHAMPOO: l'oreal for curly hair ;)
BOOK: don't sleep with your drummer
MAGAZINE: cosmo.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: raspberry iced tea.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: watch movies, hang out with friends, bake cookies! mmm..
BAND OR GROUP: ohoh i can't pick!
HANGOUT: with friends.
FEELING: being yourself with friends, and laughing until you can't stop.
DOG BREED: cocker
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---Have you...---
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BROKEN THE LAW: yes.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: i've tried a few times, but i didn't get too far.
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: yes. can you say math?
STAYED UP TILL FOUR ON THE PHONE: yes :)
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: nope i'm a good girl.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hehe
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: mmm nope.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: umm noooo...
USED YOU PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: nope, well yes with their permission.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: oh you know i'm a rebel.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: nope but i've felt like i was a few times.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes sir, good old barnstable drama
CRIED IN PUBLIC: yes but ahhh soo annoying.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course. that's what i'm here for.
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---Love---
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BOYFRIEND: mm yup, my ror.<3
GIRLFRIEND: nay.
SEXUALITY: boys are good.
CHILDREN?: let's wait a while for that..
CURRENT CRUSH?: :) ror again!
BEEN IN LOVE?: yes.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: hmm.. once but that's all over now.
BEEN OUT WITH SOMEONE: um yeah.
TOO SHY?: only in the beginning.
BEEN HURT?: yes.
HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I Love You" and meant it? yes.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: mm i don't think i have any.
WHO WAS YOUR FIRST BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: eric
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: mm well sorta?
HAVE HAD/HAVE AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: nope.
---Random---
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DO YOU HAVE A JOB: i am a librarian.. heh
IN YOUR CD PLAYER RIGHT NOW? nada surf. Let Go
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?: yellow.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: cuddling, and being with close friends.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: beck, sea changes.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: at home ror, mike, julie, col, phil, and the rest of the gang of course.. at school: you guys know!
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: music, read, sing, be lazy, sleep..
HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: when i'm old.
---When/what was the last...---
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TIME YOU CRIED?: mm last week, i'm queer.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: hmm... i actually don't know.
YOU GOT E-MAIL: ehh it's all junk!
THING YOU PURCHASED: food for me.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: comedy central.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: lord of the rings 2
---Your thoughts on...---
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ABORTION: mm.
TEENAGE SMOKING: um yuck!
MASTURBATION: hey do what you wanna do.
PMS: god dammit.
SPICE GIRLS: sure i used to like them.
PREMARITAL SEX: if your in love
DREAMS: strange but nice.

2003-02-01T14:13:00.000-05:00

sooo i finally got a blog site. i had been contemplating it. it is always nice to have a place to jot down your thoughts, stresses and so forth. so i figured why not on the internet where everyone can read it? haha, anyway, i have just returned back from school last week and everything seems to be running smoothly.. i'm looking forward to the rest of the semester especially spring time. i'm taking some interesting classes : social problems, women in music, effective speaking and by far the most interesting so far cultural anthropology. this class has been making me think about becoming an anthropologist even though it will probably never happen, but i still look forward to exploring different cultural societies. interesting enough my girls and i have started up a yoga/pilates class which seems like it will be a good investment for me, all we have to do now is to keep at it! this semester i also got a new roomie (imissyajen!) who is pretty awesome, her name is julie and is a lookalike to miss julia stiles. she keeps me smiling and laughing and it's nice to come back to a room with someone who makes you feel like that. this weekend is looking pretty bleak for me but oh well what can you do. rory and i are heading out to the grocery store shortly (our source of fun for the weekend!) and then after that it's probably movies movies and more movies :) anyway i'm outta here, enough of this sitting infront of the computer stuff... la separation est tant de douleur douce...